- i saw them every week for a semester and didn't think they were pretty once
- they are not the most beautiful person on earth. DAN AVIDAN IS
- they do embarrassing shit
- they made me feel lonely & unwelcome when staying over
- i never could have lived with them anyways
- they won't stay in austria anyways
- they didn't text me for a week when i didn't text first
- their apartment is extremely messy & smelly
- they're bad with money
- they're clearly traumatized & have a victim complex
- their attachment type does not match mine
- they get tattoos without thinking much about it
- their interests (beatboxing, gaming, anime) don't align with mine
i'm glad it happened because:
- i learned that super hot people can be super into me too
- i could, at least for a time, boast about someone like that being into me
- i got a cool chair for cheap
- without them, i would have been alone that pride
- it motivated me to dress better / be more alt
- it made me finally get therapy, which will in turn cure my anxiety and make a huge positive impact in my life
- it made me get meds, and i am much better at swallowing pills now
- without getting to know them i might not have ended things with a. - and who knows where i'd be right now
- i made mistakes i won't repeat ever again
- i learned not to judge a book by its cover (e.g. i thought they smoke, do drugs, party hard, are really confident, etc)