this is "i can't bear it", a tiny vent-like blog born out of frustration, loneliness and the desire to scream into my pillow in a digital sense. sometimes the tone will be wannabe-poetic, sometimes it will be PURE ANGER. i don't use this blog to write about the good things in my life, but rest assured, there are plenty. this blog also contains mature and potentially triggering themes so watch look out (i try my best to add warnings but i might forget).
i have been on this planet for 20-something years. you can use she/her to refer to me. my daily battles include social anxiety, depression, and the horrors of the past -- specifically a so-called 'situationship' i had last year with a person who treated me like shit, broke my heart and subsequently stopped being my friend. my heart is still broken from that and it will stay so for a while. i am in therapy for all of the above and am not looking for unsolicited advice.
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